» Saturday, May 31, 2003
*sigh* i hope i pass my lit!! damn freakin scared. but i'm really happy for my emaths. 74.8%!!! can u beat that?! one more mark and i could have gotten an A1! wasted. me and my stupid careless mistakes. shucks. ok so uh, other subjects, yeah like whatever. still have no idea how i'm gonna tell my parents my hist and ss marks!! it's like so freaky can? ugh. and my total aggregate now is like, 57%? damn damn damn. i really need my CA marks to pull me up. BIG TIME. and i need to pass my darn lit. hmm.
well ok enough about my results. time to talk about less depressing things. had cca yesterday. had to dance in the hall! so freakin hot. 'it's too darn hot...' *sings away* haha. oh ya music rocked cos we were making so much noise. oh no wait what's so new about that? haha. uh, GY? damn it. it's so like whatever right. haha. um, during emaths, nab and i kept doing the 'twist'! haha. *moves arms to music* whatever!! hahaha...
yep so uh, not looking forward to monday. getting back lit paper. hmm...but i want wednesday! class partay!! yipee...
» Thursday, May 29, 2003
arh....chatting with some ppl who are just so irritating. but like whatever right?? haha. yep so anyway, went for mass just now. bo-rang. was sitting behind valerie. mm, then not too long ago, my mum called up. she was asking me to find something for her la. so anyway, suddenly she went, 'why u sound like so sad? why like don't want to talk?' and i was freaking out like hell. did my marks really affect me that much?! ya i suppose. i was praying like hell in church. 'please let my parents understand. please let the teachers moderate the papers.' that was the line running through my head throughout the mass! how holy. hur hur.
well well, so anyway, damn scared to tell my parents my marks. how?? i hope my prayer will be answered!! *wonders*
boo! ok so today totally sucked. i'm officially screwed. i failed ss + history elec. i'm so freakin dead. 11/30 for history and 10/30 for ss. I AM SO SCREWED. arh....well maybe my CA marks can help pull it up a bit. *prays* mm, as for other papers, got back bio-16/25 and chinese-51/100 and english-62/100. dang!! my CA marks really has to help me this time round. well at least my science is safe. so are my languages. *phew* i'm dying to get back my emath paper. hmm...oh my god. my lit!! ah shucks. i still haven't got that yet. i hope ms kang was an angel while marking the paper. hmm...i'm so scared. ok
IF i pass my lit, then like, everything won't be so bad i suppose. except for my other humanities. -_-, ah shucks man. i hate this. oh goodness.....this sucks this sucks this sucks.......i'm going to church tonight and i'm gonna pray that ms pilo will want to see my parents and that my parents will be in a very good mood these few days. AND understand how i feel. *prays again* boohoo...
» Wednesday, May 28, 2003
righty...so today is wednesday. no fun. hmph. got back our physics paper today. I PASSED!! hahaha. freakin happy. well anyway, after that, didn't get any other papers back. i really hope i don't fail anything. *worries* hmm, so yeah. bro's at home now. he's not letting me play XBOX!! irritating. yeah and uh, PC lesson was quite cool today. just that something's weren't as it supposed to be. *sigh* oh well, everything takes time right? yeah so guess that's my day so far...what a wonderful wednesday it is...bleah.
» Tuesday, May 27, 2003
lumdeedum...so damn boring at home. watched jonny english and it's bloody stupid. watched abit of my concert video. 'vogue' haha. and uh, nothing much left to do. gonna meet rica at lp later. she went for soccer training! hahaha. damn funny. i was supposed to go too but my ass wouldn't. so yeah. like whatever right? hahaha...
for the longest time: american idols
Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
If you said goodbye to me tonight
There would still be music left to write
What else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
That hasn't happened for the longest time
Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on
That's where you found me
When you put your arms around me
I haven't been there for the longest time
Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Oh, oh, oh
For the longest
I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall
And the greatest miracle of all
Is how I need you
And how you needed me too
That hasn't happened for the longest time
Maybe this won't last very long
But you feel so right
And I could be wrong
Maybe I've been hoping too hard
But I've gone this far
And it's more than I hoped for
Who knows how much further we'll go on
Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone
I'll take my chances
I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time
I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself
Hold on to your heart
Now I know the woman that you are
You're wonderful so far
And it's more than I hoped for
I don't care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time
love that song so much...well anyway, no school today. gonna slack like hell at home. watch a lot of vcds i suppose. jonny english...daredevil...harry potter! hahaha. oh well...like whatever right...
» Monday, May 26, 2003
lalala...back home cos i'm having diarrhoea!! sickening. kept goin to the toilet during lessons all. whatever la. went for cca. go watch then dad decided to fetch me so ya...
came home...tried to sleep but it didn't work. wasn't keen on sleeping i suppose. so called rica. i can finally talk to ppl in the comfort of my room!!! dad bought the phone battery. so damn happy. yep. oh yea!! we got back our a maths marks today!! if mr robb really lowers the passing mark then i can make it! haha. but otherwise, it'll be a high failure. dang!
oh well, there's no sch tmr. *screams out in happiness* but i doubt i can really go out. cos the stupid thing that's going wrong in my body! bleah. yeah and uh, not looking forward to wednesday. seems like we'll get back our papers and all? shit...damn scared!! but it's not like anything can be done about that. hmph. yep so i guess that's all. having FHS conference now. like whatever right?? hahaha...
» Sunday, May 25, 2003
got back from rehearsals not too long ago. i've got new blisters
and bruises!! argh...had to do forward rolls from a ponshe(however u spell it) and it totally sucked. *rubs shoulder* yeah and there's cca tmr..my foot is gonna be full of blisters. how sexay...
righty...so today is sunday. darn it's monday tmr. we have lessons as usual. WTF!!! but we don't needa go to sch on tues so i'm looking forward to that. well anyway, went for mass just now. supposed to go to milenia walk after mass but our lunch appointment got cancelled cos the restaurant was full. so much for 'dressing up' and going to church. ah whatever. mm, so wenta bedok hawker centre for lunch. i swear i'm getting sick of bedok. i tell my parents a million and one times not to go there again but they still insist. it's almost as if i go to bedok everyday!!!!! i might as well live there! sheesh...
ok so enough about bedok. gonna have rehearsals later. -_- last night wasn't too bad though. i still don't like the 'summer' piece we're doing. hmph. well at least we're working on 'vogue' again so i'm happy. hahaha. but i had a bad headache after yesterday. blamed it on some ppl. haha. well anyway, there's cca tmr. can't wait to see everyone again! especially my 'daughter'?? hahaha. well yep...so uh kinda tired typing for now...needa stop. bye.
